Yesterday i had reason to celebrate, and that i did. I have at long last completly finished my studies and more importantly got the day off work. I was high on life for the 20 hours before the big event. It was extremely heart-felt and warm and I'm sorry to admit, i did become sentimental over everything for a moment.
I went out to lunch with my family after that. We spoke about all sorts - drank wine and ate amazing food. It was such a treat to sit back at 2pm and look at the kind and loving faces around me while i had a sip of wine and spoke crap with my family. I thought "this is the life". We're not at work, we're chilling and laughing and drinking and felt like we didn't have a care in the world. I even felt my mother relax for a bit!
After this, I went across to a lovely boys house who i've been sort of seeing and we drank delicious wine and caught up. He was always ensuring that our glasses were full, which was such a nice change from what i've always had before
The more I have tried to define myself, the less I am able to fit the mould of labels & fall under categories without exceptions. This is a day-by-day observation of my life. I care little of what others think of me. I yearn for travel, adventure and to become completely absorbed in new cultures and lifestyles in order to understand why and how people make the choices they do.
Friday, June 20, 2008
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
My first time...
Ok, so I have to admit it - this is my first blog ever. Yes, i'm a virgin blogger! If I had to introduce myself to a stranger, i'd probably say, Hi, I'm the girl thats been screwed over a few times by strangers, lovers and family and now have very close friends and family who are loyal to me and I love all but trust very few. It's pretty difficult to get past the barbed wire into my heart but I have come out of everything ok but a little screwed up. So I'd call myself quirky but fun to be around as i know what it is like to loose just about everything but also realise that there are others far worse off than me. I do have work to do which is why i'm going to sign off and say au-revoir until later...
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